I seriously need some advice. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my music. I want to get it out there. I've really been considering X Factor, but I'm not sure if my parents will let me. I mean, they really support me, but they don't like the competitions that much. Plus, I haven't exactly explained to them what I want to do. And when I try, all they say is "Your only 12, your too young.". Well, next time X Factor comes to town, I'll be 13. I really wanna improve my voice by then by a lot. I want to take voice lessons and play gigs everywhere I can. I'm super scared though. You see, I'm one of those types who is scared to hear everyone's opinion. I'm not even kidding, I had a dream last night that I was singing "Gotta be You" by One Direction and I got to the high part and I sang it and everyone started screaming and covering their ears and yelling "what was that horrid sound?". I kid you not, I woke up crying. I guess you can call me insecure, but I really am scared of peoples opinions. But I am really willing to learn to overcome my fears. I want to try and improve my voice and play gigs everywhere I can. I would try my church, but its HUGE and I don't think I could do that. I just don't know what to do.. I need y'all advice. Please tell me what you think I should do. I love you all to death and I'll talk to y'all later.
